Sooooo, something changed in the last few weeks, I feel better and not so much stressed anymore - even if I definitely should stop to do such unhealty stuff like drinking 30 beers a week or smoking a pack of cigarettes a day. Well, whatever! xD
I finally found a room where I can stay until march, new friends who are cool and nice and really kind to me although we know each other only since a short time and... a boyfriend (o__o) who is similar to me and for reasons I cant really explain (XD) I seem to like a lot. But yeah, I am too fucked up about relationships so I hope not to mess everything up as always xD
The greatest thing is, I am flying to Italy in 10 days to see my ´eople´ again and then when I come back I won´t be anymore aupair in this crazy family! *O*
Of course I´ll have to look for another job, and I think it will be rather hard until then - I will starve and wont have much money for concerts (and beer) ;___; But everything sounds better than living with these people... so I am really looking forward to that. ^^

Wish me luck guys~
But I know I will make it anyway. >w>


Matty

´kay guys, I am really sorry I have no time for posting stuff or answering messages and so, but I am au pair here in Germany and my family make me work like a slave. Plus, they like no punks and they´re gonna kick me out on january. Cool, huh?
Since I wanna stay here anyway, I have to look for another job (which is rather complicated if you speak a bad german AND you look like me XD) and a place to stay (which is complicated as well, cause right at the moment I have a few money and no proper job =^
Please, try to understand, I am not turning into an asshole who doesnt give a damn about friends, I am just overwhelmed by all the stress I´m going thru and all of this stuff I gotta do - and still, I have no fuckin idea where to start! >.<
Wish me luck~


M@tty <3

Hey guys!

Actually, I should be doin' a lot of stuff before moving to Germany, but since tagged me and I'm too lazy to fill my suitcase... :3

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1. I collect stuffed penguins.
2. I proudly and publicly declare that boobs are reasons for living XD
3. I love my friends more than myself.
4. I'm easily bored and think of my life as a game to play.
5. I'm so good at acting that I often surprise myself.
6. I need a big cup full of coffee to wake up.
7. My new DS is called J-DS because of Scrubs XD
8. I have a birthmark on my face.

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X3 have fun!

Soooo... now it's definitive. I'm moving to Germany in a few weeks! (22 days, to be more exact!)

I'll be Au pair by a nice family and live in Muenster (which is wonderful) in a big house; I'll have a room with bathroom, and they will also pay for my err... Schule fuer Deutsch XD and lend me a bike. ò___o' (I just hope the seat won't be too high for me! >__< )
They have two girls, one is 8 and the older one is 13 and will start to learn Italian on September.
Wahh, I hope they'll like me even if I'm clumsy and weird and I suck like hell at German. >__<

So, I'm leaving on 7th August. I'll miss all my Italian friends, and being away from my sister will almost kill me ç___ç But a friend of mine once said, 'Freunde sind wie Sterne: du kannst sie nicht immer sehen, aber sie sind immer da.' And I guess it's true.

I won't forget any of you, guys. But please, don't forget me either. >__<'

I'll be back in a year, and during this time I'll have the Internet connection, so you won't get rid of me so easily! XD Don't miss me too much, just live your life the best you can and try to smile the more you can, I want you to be happy and wait for me to come back with a lot of presents! X3

See you! >w<

M@tty

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Hope I didn't forget anyone... ^^'' if you have some time, go and check their galleries cause they're amazing! >w<

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Thank you for visiting my account. I hope you'll find something you like! >w<

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